So yesterdays blog may have been a bit cryptic but todays may give a bit more away!
I am 45 this year *runs around the house screaming* then *panics and runs a bit more*
Yes in all that is holy how did that happen!
I suddenely felt old this past few weeks, i felt tired and my hair is more grey than normal, my skin seems more wrinkly and pasty looking! i hate my clothes and i look in the mirror and there is this strange old person looking back at me.... waaaahhh!
Yes i have got the mid forty blues, everything seemed a chore and lets just say family life wasn't the happiest!
But i have put my big wolly socks and pulled them right up, i have given myself a good talking too, a bit of a slap and more over i have listened to some of my amazing friends.
So as no one else is going to change my life for me i better get of my arse and do it myself!
Brace yourself folks there are going to be some changes!