Saturday, 29 December 2012

45 not out

So yesterdays blog may have been a bit cryptic but todays may give a bit more away!

I am 45 this year *runs around the house screaming*  then *panics and runs a bit more*

Yes in all that is holy how did that happen!
I suddenely felt old this past few weeks, i felt tired and my hair is more grey than  normal, my skin seems more wrinkly and pasty looking! i hate my clothes and i look in the mirror and there is this strange old person looking back at me.... waaaahhh!

Yes i have got the mid forty blues, everything seemed a chore and lets just say family life wasn't the happiest!

But i have put my big wolly socks and pulled them right up, i have given myself a good talking too, a bit of a slap and more over i have listened to some of my amazing friends.

So as no one else is going to change my life for me i better get of my arse and do it myself!

Brace yourself folks there are going to be some changes!


4 comments:

Josie said...

45? you youngsters! I'm 49 next year!

VintageBettys said...

Remember... it's just a number...I'm 52 and I realize that it is what is on the inside that matters..and I try to make everyday count...doing something positive. Happy Birthday and have a wonderful New Year!

Sue Vaughan said...

I turned 45 in August. I too had a little of the blues but it is only a number and I look in my mirror now from a distance and my reflection doesn't look as bad lol. Sue x

daisy daydreams said...

I think hitting the 40's is sometimes really hard. I guess you have to look around you and say, hey, things arent too bad. My little boy suffers from childhood arthritis and I do sometimes have to pull myself together (I am 40) and say, I am here for him. I love my crafting and am going to be far more organised this year. Chin up, have a large glass of wine and toast yourself to just been you...xxx